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Desiring to Be a Woman After God's Own Heart | |||||||
We may know that King David was a man after God's own heart. The reference is in 1 Samuel 13:14. David, writer of many Psalms, lived a zealous and passionate life replete with big mistakes. However, his repentant attitude before God and deep desire to have his heart changed or made new, as found in Psalm 51, are examples from which we can all learn. He was single minded, committed to God, humble, brave, and unrelenting in admitting his mistakes and sins. God knew that David would do all that He commanded (Acts 13:22). As time goes by, we probably realize that every single person in the Bible has a character trait or flaw with which we can identify. All these people had human nature like us -- the way they wrestled with their weaknesses is fascinating -- and a big lesson to all those who read the Bible. While I can relate to the sinful aspects of David's life and the mistakes he made, I also have a deep desire to try to live up to his example of heartfelt repentance. Worshipping God by singing hymns, playing beautiful music, and writing words of praise, love and devotion to our Father can be ways in which we honour God and glorify His name. With that in mind, I desired to see if I could join in good company with David to ascertain whether there was something I could offer to our King and our God. The following poem has been written from the centre of my heart. In the Midst of the Heart of God's Garden When I toiled in the midst of a wicked and perverse world I knew only folly and foolish things Drunk with the cares of this life and Bereft of knowledge, wisdom and prudence All thoughts were far from You My heart was like a hard, cold stone. When I responded to Your call I knew of joy and unspoken things Awakened from the sleep of deception You offered me knowledge, wisdom and prudence Your thoughts began to permeate my thoughts My heart melted in all the teachable moments. When you lovingly mould and shape my heart I cry out seeking forgiveness Immediately you respond and provide comfort and encouragement And let me know You will never leave Your thoughts are becoming my thoughts This heart began to deeply love and understand Your ways.
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